First Time

1st Day-"There are first time experience that will always come unexpected and will always put you on the edge of your sit but each and every one of it can change you one way or another"

"Acting"-Ill be forever enchanted by that.It's like a natural force in my body that I'll be on my "game-on"face whenever it is said.I have an overflowing passion for it that I perceive it one of the greatest thing that I'll adore 'till eternity.Full of exaggeration I know but that's how much I express my love for acting.BUT as much as I'm in love with it, the PROBLEM is, unfortunately I have a supeeeeer lack of confidence.I can't fully fulfill what I'm capable or would love to be doing because I'll be all like a turtle hiding from my hard shell whenever there's a huge opportunity just right in my face waving at me.

'Till an unexpected day happened it literally just came knocking on my door.Saying "Hello! It's time, make a move already." BUTAG (Baliuag University Theater Arts Group) held an audition for the hopefuls that want's to be a part and made a step forward towards what they and their heart really want's to do.The first thing that came into me  was I want to try and audition and this is my chance but being a scarey cat I am, nervousness is all over me.Thinking that I will never really have the guts to try out.Professor Melody encouraged us,me which eventually made me made a decision,,,and shook  off all the shyness and nervousness that's living in me...Pulled out the passionate and confident girl that's hiding inside.With all my might and love for acting I gave my best shot into my audition.
All the ones who had auditioned deserves an standing ovation.Why? because they all did a splendid job and pour their hearts out into their performance.I was in awe by each individual because it's really awesome to see that there's so many talented and passionate students who gave their all for this.The whole audition went amazing.It was my first time auditioning for something ,,so indeed,was an unforgettable experience and for the first time I need to show everyone what I can do and knowing it's about to change me entirely and bring out the more braver,full of will and confident girl I am.Will be looking forward where this all turns out .<3 <3 <3


2nd Day-As expected, all of them who auditioned did a marvelous job!! But unfortunately for me I got so nervous and so conscious that I was stuck to my seat and didn't do anything when they started it.I keep pondering to try or not.But again being my stupid self, let the greatest opportunity slip right through my fingers and once again I failed myself.:(